| wishful thinking |
[13 Dec 2008|12:39am] |
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allowing the mind to take you to another demension is an experience i would never regret taking, finding myself in a parallel universe can be one of the only remedies to what i consider my faults.
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| fleebin flowbin |
[11 Dec 2008|12:41am] |
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whats up world of endless robot neurons.... whats up crazy insane mind? how you been?
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| chillin at the 496 |
[08 Dec 2008|08:44pm] |
I'm chilling at sam and dans and I am gonna write things I hear:
I heard it stomped out mine
Im gettin some cards offline
WHoa its soft.... whoa the leaves are comin off
you got some pretty good creatures in here huh
dude this final is gonna be so easy man
this ones dope
whoa dude you got fucking.... do you have black in here too?
i think i wet it enough....
it was way softer last night!
This Plax Mantas pretty cool
next year me you and dan should get a place...
and then just inhabit it and take it...
i said one person but i would do two
well i want the theater to be going
you can just enchant the thing on anything
i could like... i could like... if the theater was going
what the fuck is this?
uhhhhh....... THE END
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| late night |
[08 Dec 2008|02:46am] |
Of course I come on here every few months and add a little somethin.... its just natural....
Life is been pretty alright....
Life is been pretty lame...
Life is soo fucking crazying exciting....
Life fucks.
So, errybody comin on down to the vonspankling trap tomarra nighhhhhhhhhhhht???
hmmm...
less drugs. more sleep. that would work.
<3 peace
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| math |
[28 Apr 2008|09:48am] |
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in math...
butt id rather take a bath.
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| Northern Lights |
[11 Apr 2008|01:11am] |
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Well hello there northern lights, good of you to make an apperance.
why the hell is there snow, might i ask?
reminder for the jillian i am: life changes by the second be ready for it FREAK
....you know whats coming.
-_- < high face
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| i love you, i love you too |
[29 Mar 2008|01:49am] |
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Trippin. I got so much shit to do. So much fucking homework. So many tests/quizzes. So many things to get and finish and start. So much work to achieve. So many goals to acomplish. So little time, such little time. That clock is running out girl, you best be catchin up.
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| shmoke that |
[06 Mar 2008|12:56am] |
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I am sitting here smoking a bowl with uriah at 1 in da morning and i am blazed dude. just blazed. thats all for now. :-)... YOU...you reading this....YOU go and have yourself a delightful day now.
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| yep |
[20 Feb 2008|01:11am] |
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so im making that cash money, doing well in school, chillin, relaxin, loving the boo and the fam. lifes aokay for today, and im lovin this shit. well must go study. mushy mushy pie.
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| BUZAY LADAY |
[09 Feb 2008|01:05am] |
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little bita dosha |
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mmm my life has gone from doing absolutly nothing to doing a lot, enough, almost too much but not quite. work is CRAZY for real, its really fast paced and what i needed because i was becoming quite the lazy little thing. and school is going well, i have an exam tomorrow morning that im not too excited about but im studying for so i should be okay. and then uriah is squeezed in all my free time so i have very little time for anything else which is okay by me as long as i got that cash, that boo, that knowledge and that droooooooooo. which is all present and accounted for. now i must go call my probation bullgarbage before they think i ran away. much love to the peopleeeeeee. peace and gunz, hoes and bros.
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| Sanctuary |
[29 Jan 2008|10:58pm] |
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Waitup... HOLD ON TO THIS FEELING..... Freedom..... freeedoommmmm.
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| life |
[27 Jan 2008|11:06am] |
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amazing life. amazing.
bout to go wake tha boo.
peace peaplets.
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[22 Jan 2008|11:55am] |
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my feelings are quite ridiculous at times. my realizations are never quite complete. my emotions can become very skewed in my inner confusion with what IS. and i dont quite know how to explain that... but i know what i mean. meaningless? are we? meaningless? is a rug? meaningful? anything? im not quite sure.
my trains of thought lead me to places i wish i had never known. yet somehow when i am done with the bittersweet nose blows that come after the sad notes i feel relieved in a way... or closer to the thing that im searching... in which i dont know.
his kisses heal my pains. in my chest... and my stomach... my throat.
it takes more than just kisses though... its more than i can explain........ this non explainable shit is getting me nowhere.
but maybe somewhere?
things ive realized on this day:
1- it scares me to think about my past and his.... and its better to let it slide.
2- in order to be comfortable in my own skin, and be cool with who i am, find my inner core, i need to let go of the litte shit. i need to think about things before i say them, understand what is nessisary to bring up in conversation and what i need to figure out on my own. and with that i realized...
3- many fights are VERY easily avoided.
4- everyone needs to smoke weed.
there is so much more too... but im getting hungry and the kitchen is thatta way<<< so i must depart....
for what i did get out.... PHEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
love from me.
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| okay |
[21 Jan 2008|10:02pm] |
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so ive been super sick for the past couple of days, and now im REALLY hyper and i decided that im totally in love with anime!!!!!!!!!!!!!! weeeeeeeeeee
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| doodeedledoopdop |
[19 Jan 2008|12:56pm] |
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MOST DEF |
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i was tired before uriah fell asleep. i was on the verge of dreamland. and then, uriah arrived before me and i feel as if i need to be master PROTECTOR and stay up in case he needs me... although i know if something were to happen, i would wake him up to help me... but for now, i hear-by claim myself JILLIAN: PROTECTOR OF THE DREAMERS...NON SHALL BE DISTURBED...Unless of course something really scary happens like.... ahhh whats that creaking noise.... I LOVE URIAH MORE THAN ANYONE LOVES ANYTHING SAYS JILLIAN: PROTECTOR OF THE DREAMERS SO ITS TOTALLY TRUE BECAUSE DREAMER PROTECTERS NEVER LIEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!! muahaha
but on a serious note: Uriah makes my heart flutter, and his kisses make me know everythings gonna be alright....
oh one more thing.... I shot the sheriff... but i did not shoot the dep.u.tee.
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| waiting |
[18 Jan 2008|04:27am] |
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My head is sleeping and yet my eyes are not.
I love listening to my boo talk and sing to himself and me when no one is around...
he says things like "You smell like a california dumpster" or other things like "MAHHHH" over and over exclaiming "DOLLY!" at the end.
Oh...I wish you knew.
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| burpin at 3 AM |
[17 Jan 2008|01:00am] |
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so im sitting here just printing... nonstop printing over and over at 3 in the morning. millions of pages. millions. packets. they are packets for my biology classes that i need to fill out to study for the test. I have been sitting here since midnight... i wonder if they'll ever stop printing? Molly Mcgee is on my couch sleeping right <<<<<--- there and she is talking in her sleep every 10 or so minutes. its pretty amusing. damn. tonight we blazed like 5 blunts and who knows how many bong bowls. i was fucking FADEDDD.
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| rubbish |
[14 Jan 2008|10:57am] |
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loser music |
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i have wet hair.... and i gotta get maah ass ta COLLEGE so i can learn to spell my and to.
URIAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH is the bomb diggity.
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| i caught a STEFFOOL |
[14 Jan 2008|12:01am] |
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SILENCE |
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so i decided im going to make this trying to get livejournal friends thing like a pokemon thing. GOTTA CATCH UM ALL typea motivation. but really im a big pot head so im guessing the STEFFOOL is going to be one of my only pokejournalers. or something. yeaaaaaaap.
REMINDER: Weebles Wooble but they dont. fall. down...
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